A New Start

This Thursday a year ago, I went in for surgery for my ruptured ectopic pregnancy which took me three months to heal, and today was the day one year ago that my sister had her dear Marshall.  He passed away about three months after, and this time has been really difficult for me, I can't imagine how it is for her.

I can think of nothing better than to make a new start.  Even before the new year.  Everyday is an opportunity to change...no every moment is an opportunity to change, and so I am taking this moment to set a goal.  For the next three months, I am going to work on becoming the girl that I have dreamed of.  The one the one who loves God first, and loves herself and her family more than things that you can purchase.  The girl who actually meal plans, and eats healthy instead of learning about how bad certain foods are and feeling overwhelmed.  This is my new start.  I will not let my past define my future, and I will not take this journey alone.  

One more thing.  Thank you everyone who reads this.  Sometimes I just publish these things just feeling happy that I put it out there, but not thinking anyone will read it, and then someone will come and tell me what they liked, or what they hated about what I wrote.  I love that.  Thank you for reading, and thank you for inspiring me in person, or through your messages.  Here we go!